Can I feel worse?
Jun. 20th, 2005 12:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
stormdraconaDoubtful, but watch it happen. This weekend screwed me over royally, what bits I could *DID* enjoy were the only highlights, otherwise it wasn't that great I was rather disappointed in the truck show. Today I want to die, seriously. I can't even explain why my body is just wanting to collapse and its not exashtion either it just hurts and feels sick. Really really sick. An I think I have a friggen fever >.< Had one in the car ride home I know that much, everyone else in the car=friggen hot me=freezing my arse off. But did I say anything? Noo. Wouldn't have made a difference, just made everyones stress go up.
I hate being me. Yes I am NOT in a good mood. Stress level is high as hell since I KNOW in Art Center I'm fucked over, I need to do things, like clean my room so I can do those things. But physically I can't, I practically dragged my butt outta bed. An I've already been sick-three times. I don't want to eat or drink though I know I should. I know this isn't contagious because I get this more often then not. This is actually the first time I ranted about it publicly. I don't rant or complain much so this should give you an idea of how badly I feel 'k? ~goes to go park herself and cry or something locking the doors so the world has to leave her alone until they break them down~
I hate being me. Yes I am NOT in a good mood. Stress level is high as hell since I KNOW in Art Center I'm fucked over, I need to do things, like clean my room so I can do those things. But physically I can't, I practically dragged my butt outta bed. An I've already been sick-three times. I don't want to eat or drink though I know I should. I know this isn't contagious because I get this more often then not. This is actually the first time I ranted about it publicly. I don't rant or complain much so this should give you an idea of how badly I feel 'k? ~goes to go park herself and cry or something locking the doors so the world has to leave her alone until they break them down~
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Date: 2005-06-21 12:01 am (UTC)I am sorry to read that you are feeling so bad. I know that you have had a lot of stress, and that does not help of course.
I get the impression that you dealt with some issues today that should help big time. I hope so, and if so, then you did good.
The playstation game I got you should arrive any time now ... don't kill yourself with it!!
Hopefully I'll catch you soon.
~hugs~ Thinking of you, hope you can start to feel better really soon.
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Date: 2005-06-21 12:26 pm (UTC)I don't know why my bodys acting so horrible, the guess is its still healing from surgery an this is the most exercise/action/heck even climate tempetures its suffered in a LONG time. So its probably that, an no stress doesn't help any no.
I think so, I hope I did good at least.
Me? Kill myself with something? Never. ;P But thankies n.n
But of course! Have to see the silly collie-ness :3
~hugs~ I hope so to.