Can I feel worse?

[stormdracona]

Doubtful, but watch it happen. This weekend screwed me over royally, what bits I could *DID* enjoy were the only highlights, otherwise it wasn't that great I was rather disappointed in the truck show. Today I want to die, seriously. I can't even explain why my body is just wanting to collapse and its not exashtion either it just hurts and feels sick. Really really sick. An I think I have a friggen fever >.< Had one in the car ride home I know that much, everyone else in the car=friggen hot me=freezing my arse off. But did I say anything? Noo. Wouldn't have made a difference, just made everyones stress go up.

I hate being me. Yes I am NOT in a good mood. Stress level is high as hell since I KNOW in Art Center I'm fucked over, I need to do things, like clean my room so I can do those things. But physically I can't, I practically dragged my butt outta bed. An I've already been sick-three times. I don't want to eat or drink though I know I should. I know this isn't contagious because I get this more often then not. This is actually the first time I ranted about it publicly. I don't rant or complain much so this should give you an idea of how badly I feel 'k? ~goes to go park herself and cry or something locking the doors so the world has to leave her alone until they break them down~