~whistles~

Workin' workin'. Trying to clean my room because this Tuesday someone has to come an be able to measure my room so it must be CLEAN X.x Besides getting clothes organized and put away is needed. Badly.

What I done so far

Have a trash bag full of clothes I no longer wear, or can fit in properly.

Found a binder! IT SHALL HOLD VEHICLE DRAWINGS! XD

Cleaned my desk abit more.



What I still have to do X.x

Put all the clothes I do wear(they're all sitting in stacks around my room since no room in my closet) away.

Organize the top bunk of my bed x.x

Put stuff on floor away now I have room.

VACUM!! X.X!!~die~



Busy day no?

Random...

I took a gummy bear of each color-5...To look at them an go. O.o! Their faces look like a gremlins! o.O!

I dun think I wanna eat these anymore LOL!

Oh....my...god....

Barely 5 minutes ago I weighed myself.

I weighed 310 back on November 29th. Its almost been a year, ALMOST....

I weigh myself....I'm 200 pounds even...I haven't weighed this much since the fourth grade...Yes I am crying, this...I'll finally be NORMAL soon, I'm almost there. I want to run in circles, jump for joy, do SOMETHING. But I don't know what. I'm beyond happy, all my life this is what I've been trying to do as the weight because of medical syndromes kept pounding on.

I am in shock, crying, I'm just...so happy...I haven't cryed over something because I'm happy in YEARS....It makes all the suffering I had to go through for me to get to this point worth it.

Actually to feel so close something you've dreamed about, something thats always been out of your reach...I can't explain it. I just...I can't...

Excuse me while I go cry of happiness.