Oh....my...god....
Aug. 31st, 2005 05:09 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
stormdraconaBarely 5 minutes ago I weighed myself.
I weighed 310 back on November 29th. Its almost been a year, ALMOST....
I weigh myself....I'm 200 pounds even...I haven't weighed this much since the fourth grade...Yes I am crying, this...I'll finally be NORMAL soon, I'm almost there. I want to run in circles, jump for joy, do SOMETHING. But I don't know what. I'm beyond happy, all my life this is what I've been trying to do as the weight because of medical syndromes kept pounding on.
I am in shock, crying, I'm just...so happy...I haven't cryed over something because I'm happy in YEARS....It makes all the suffering I had to go through for me to get to this point worth it.
Actually to feel so close something you've dreamed about, something thats always been out of your reach...I can't explain it. I just...I can't...
Excuse me while I go cry of happiness.
I weighed 310 back on November 29th. Its almost been a year, ALMOST....
I weigh myself....I'm 200 pounds even...I haven't weighed this much since the fourth grade...Yes I am crying, this...I'll finally be NORMAL soon, I'm almost there. I want to run in circles, jump for joy, do SOMETHING. But I don't know what. I'm beyond happy, all my life this is what I've been trying to do as the weight because of medical syndromes kept pounding on.
I am in shock, crying, I'm just...so happy...I haven't cryed over something because I'm happy in YEARS....It makes all the suffering I had to go through for me to get to this point worth it.
Actually to feel so close something you've dreamed about, something thats always been out of your reach...I can't explain it. I just...I can't...
Excuse me while I go cry of happiness.
