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Apr. 11th, 2013 03:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
stormdraconaWish I had the mental capacity to respond to comments other then just crying. But I don't. I took yesterday off from school to try and calm down, managed to semi function today.
Then dad asks about it. CJ in person told him the bad news (mind CJ did get a little but sounds like he blew it all...an starting to feel used. We're letting him use the truck once its working since he's gotten parts for it an his car got totaled. He's only paid $300 to it last month...but considering he just bought some unneeded stuff for it an what have you I'm starting to feel abit taken advantage of.)
Its always easy to say "It'll be okay" when its not you. I'm trying not to get angry when everyone tells me that because it feels like a lie and a slap to the face.
Mentally I can't do this. I just got spun off all over again I have nothing for the panic attack
Then dad asks about it. CJ in person told him the bad news (mind CJ did get a little but sounds like he blew it all...an starting to feel used. We're letting him use the truck once its working since he's gotten parts for it an his car got totaled. He's only paid $300 to it last month...but considering he just bought some unneeded stuff for it an what have you I'm starting to feel abit taken advantage of.)
Its always easy to say "It'll be okay" when its not you. I'm trying not to get angry when everyone tells me that because it feels like a lie and a slap to the face.
Mentally I can't do this. I just got spun off all over again I have nothing for the panic attack
