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[stormdracona]

I had this long post I was going to do. Had it typed out and everything. Realized it didn't matter. In summary, I'm playing clean up because no one can bother to prioritize, I'm everyone's punch bag/scapegoat what-have it and not worth the courteousness to communicate when I put the effort to socialize. Even when they made this big deal of wanting to get a hold of me. Nor can I even do the things I need to do, let alone afford any of it.

really starting to feel like I don't matter anymore