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Aug. 27th, 2010 08:40 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
stormdraconaSo general life update-
So we managed by banks grace to get some time. We'll be hurting but only be one month behind for as long as we can cling. Thankfully. But we're still in motion to jump ship/move. Just..have a bit more time to try an make it alitte less painful I guess. December we'll probably be out of here.
Doctors, chiro, and even the gym trainer (I'm owed like 70+ trainer sessions so..using them) said I need the rest of the skin surgery. Its causing some back problems and I'm starting to get skin rot again ontop of everything else >.o so Tuesday I have to go in an get a consoltation, I also have to do this before we lose our medical insurance. Soon as dad can-he's gotta shut the corp which includes the medical, down. So I have to do this when I can still because we have no idea when I'll be able to after this. And if I'm losing everything-I want to close this chapter of my life and start new, which brings up my other bit of news.
I've been talking with etc a recruiter, more specific Army Guard. I can do the physical requirements already, but if I get the skin done it'll make life easier. Theres a number of reasons why I'm going to end up going military-and yes they'll take me with the Fibro the recruiter said considering I *can* survive off of meds. At least thats what the recruiters said so far. Once I reach the point of MEPs that'll be the deciders.
So in basics-clinging still hurting financially to the point our wallets are bleeding but a roof still here for...at least by Christmas
Probably going to be having my final surgeries done soon(finally)
Once healed will be hooked up with the PT crew for Army. If MEPs approves (PT=physical training /before/ bootcamp)
I'm almost 21 I shouldn't be feeling like I'm wasting my life by having to lose and cling. If I can just manage what I'm hoping (and kinda looks like it'll work atm) then I'll be in good shape. An hopefully dad can retire.
So everything in all. I'm trying not to let this break me, I'm trying so hard. Just keep me in your thoughts and prayers so when I start doubting if I can fight for this anymore I at least know someone thinks I still can. <3
So we managed by banks grace to get some time. We'll be hurting but only be one month behind for as long as we can cling. Thankfully. But we're still in motion to jump ship/move. Just..have a bit more time to try an make it alitte less painful I guess. December we'll probably be out of here.
Doctors, chiro, and even the gym trainer (I'm owed like 70+ trainer sessions so..using them) said I need the rest of the skin surgery. Its causing some back problems and I'm starting to get skin rot again ontop of everything else >.o so Tuesday I have to go in an get a consoltation, I also have to do this before we lose our medical insurance. Soon as dad can-he's gotta shut the corp which includes the medical, down. So I have to do this when I can still because we have no idea when I'll be able to after this. And if I'm losing everything-I want to close this chapter of my life and start new, which brings up my other bit of news.
I've been talking with etc a recruiter, more specific Army Guard. I can do the physical requirements already, but if I get the skin done it'll make life easier. Theres a number of reasons why I'm going to end up going military-and yes they'll take me with the Fibro the recruiter said considering I *can* survive off of meds. At least thats what the recruiters said so far. Once I reach the point of MEPs that'll be the deciders.
So in basics-clinging still hurting financially to the point our wallets are bleeding but a roof still here for...at least by Christmas
Probably going to be having my final surgeries done soon(finally)
Once healed will be hooked up with the PT crew for Army. If MEPs approves (PT=physical training /before/ bootcamp)
I'm almost 21 I shouldn't be feeling like I'm wasting my life by having to lose and cling. If I can just manage what I'm hoping (and kinda looks like it'll work atm) then I'll be in good shape. An hopefully dad can retire.
So everything in all. I'm trying not to let this break me, I'm trying so hard. Just keep me in your thoughts and prayers so when I start doubting if I can fight for this anymore I at least know someone thinks I still can. <3
