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Goodbye...
Jul. 15th, 2005 12:42 pmI was just talking to mom on the phone just..talking when she gets another call on the other phone...
My grandmother just died. And I just saw her yesterday.
That tell you what image is stuck in my mind, what made me so sad yesterday? She was dead. Just breathing. She's gone, shesgoneshesgone.
I just saw her, my brains not comprehending. I know I'm in shock, I know...I'm holding the angel she gave me, the old gold one that was hers when she was my age. I need to get a cleaner for it-its extremely tarnished but..its something she gave me a long time ago to keep me safe.
All I have of her now. Even my memorise...becuase my LD My memory is so bad I can't even remember her properly. And pictures. But those I'll have to find.
Here goes the battle of the lifetime to the bitches known as Ann and Judy. And my grandfather by marrige. All ties are broken with them...its just legal matters now >.
My grandmother just died. And I just saw her yesterday.
That tell you what image is stuck in my mind, what made me so sad yesterday? She was dead. Just breathing. She's gone, shesgoneshesgone.
I just saw her, my brains not comprehending. I know I'm in shock, I know...I'm holding the angel she gave me, the old gold one that was hers when she was my age. I need to get a cleaner for it-its extremely tarnished but..its something she gave me a long time ago to keep me safe.
All I have of her now. Even my memorise...becuase my LD My memory is so bad I can't even remember her properly. And pictures. But those I'll have to find.
Here goes the battle of the lifetime to the bitches known as Ann and Judy. And my grandfather by marrige. All ties are broken with them...its just legal matters now >.
