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I just don't feel cheerful-I'm tired, I feel ill all the time. : / And I ain't telling my mom~growls~ First thing she says is time to put me back on my meds which really are a pain an its not always the damn not taking pills but she acts like it is an ~snarls~ >.<

I want to cry. I want to curl into a ball. I just want to feel happyish again. If I'm like this on Wed. ..I don't think I want to go meet Carney Wilson I'm feeling that horrid. u.u

Friends are supportive an very nice but only helps abit. I'm starting to just want to lay down an sleep, just hide from everyone. Todays was lazy, muggy. And I wanted to cry all the time x.x Life is stressful, I have thingers/issues yes. I'll take my meds tonight an see if it helps. If not something else needs to be done like go see that blasted Psychaitrist. ~mrrs abit an curls in comp chair~

Sometimes I hate being me. u.u I don't even know why I feel bad! X.X

Totally random post yes sorry if ya get confused :/ Days like this I wish I was small so I could be held or something.