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100 Years by Five for Fighting

"Every day's a new day... 15 there's still time for you Time to buy and time to choose Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this When you only got 100 years to live" 2004 was about thinking and reflecting - but isn't every year?

What 2004 Hit Song Are You?

Ya know...Thats scary correct right there O.o An I like that song somewhat so thats cool. ^^;

So yesterday, went to the docs to get checked up. I was 'okay as I could be' considering he's a surgeon not someone who can deal with my kidney-gotta go to Dr. Rappapport (mom says its spelled like that but I thinks it Rapport) or go to whatever ya calls him who specializes in this issue(though Dr. Rap. knows more about my kidney him having diagnosed it himself n.n;;)

An my grandma's close to dying, yesterday my grandpa took her pulse with the machine he was told to an couldn't get it. What I don't get is he didn't want to call the paramedics! He said she was fine. My normal grandma is dead, all there left is dementia grandma.(Why is it she always seems to be talking to ME?! Mom says she was babbling to the wall supposedly at me, saying verses or something)

So its pouring rain outside, I'm cold both in an out. Grandma's on watch in he hospital an my dogs are howling at the thunder.~shakes head amused~ So home alone-might as well do some work(or what I can at least) while I'm up n.n;;

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Finally got to see the bill for just my stomach surgery. OVER $19k X.X Not to mention the hospital an now two ER visits 1 where I stayed overnight :/ Added to the fact we're struggling with my grandma an our buisness(that is getting jacked by OTHER companies not paying us when they should! An making US pay for their error's)

I'm still working on stuffs, best I can at least ;p Trying to see if I can work at 'Pet an Jungle' cleaning things at least-I'm good at cages an such from when I worked at the vets.(before health dropped like a stone u.u) Or the library as a shelver(both walking distance actually)

Mom doesn't think "Kid Island" will let me work there because she thinks its like a yoga thinger for kids or whatever you call them. An I'm not a teacher like that.(At most I can teach them to do the monkey bars*g*) I think it's a daycare. If I can find my school test that I got 100% on they might let me work there, I'm good with kids if I say so myself. Plus adults that have the mentality of kids n.n; (~misses LDC, will work there again though n.n~)

Okay list to do today(dun mean it will get DONE but yeah :P so I see it ;p)

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+Finish cleaning area where me an dad need to get to comp so we can hook scanner/printer/fax
+Find where the world I'm supposed to hook the base for my camara on my computer
+Clean room in general
+Wait for rain to stop an let dogs out, then bring dogs back in
+Take trash out to trash cans when rain lessens(it helps my mom~shrugs~ so I dun mind)
+Make sure I finish taking my meds an vitamins
+Try an finish brothers drawing-~needs figure out COLOR~ (Dodge Viper Venom, colors I can do Blue-white/black stripes. Red, white/black/yellow stripes. Yellow white/black/red/ stripes an er Green white/black stripes ~all these colors brother threw at her-is thinking red an white stripes c.c)

+Try an write somemore to Bonnie whump fic an beta TF armada story an get ahold of 'The raving loony'
+An whatever else pops up c.c