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stormdracona ([personal profile] stormdracona) wrote2005-07-15 12:42 pm

Goodbye...

I was just talking to mom on the phone just..talking when she gets another call on the other phone...

My grandmother just died. And I just saw her yesterday.

That tell you what image is stuck in my mind, what made me so sad yesterday? She was dead. Just breathing. She's gone, shesgoneshesgone.
I just saw her, my brains not comprehending. I know I'm in shock, I know...I'm holding the angel she gave me, the old gold one that was hers when she was my age. I need to get a cleaner for it-its extremely tarnished but..its something she gave me a long time ago to keep me safe.

All I have of her now. Even my memorise...becuase my LD My memory is so bad I can't even remember her properly. And pictures. But those I'll have to find.

Here goes the battle of the lifetime to the bitches known as Ann and Judy. And my grandfather by marrige. All ties are broken with them...its just legal matters now >.

[identity profile] midnight-foxx.livejournal.com 2005-07-15 01:09 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs tightly* I'm so sorry.

[identity profile] ravenology.livejournal.com 2005-07-15 01:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Aww, Storm... I don't know what to say. *offers hugs*

[identity profile] stormr-d.livejournal.com 2005-07-15 01:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't no either...I'm just...sitting here...~hugs~

[identity profile] stormr-d.livejournal.com 2005-07-15 01:16 pm (UTC)(link)
~hugs~ I don't know whats going to happen now...everything just got thrown for a loop....

[identity profile] midnight-foxx.livejournal.com 2005-07-15 02:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Sometimes the best one can do is just hang on tight and pray to the creator.

Possibly asking your spirits for guidence will help, though you've probably done that already. But remember, when you ask, you must be willing to wait for the replies.

When I get out to my sanctuary tomorrow night, I will say a prayer to my spirits to help guide you.

[identity profile] luckybluestar.livejournal.com 2005-07-15 02:36 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry hon.

[identity profile] stormr-d.livejournal.com 2005-07-15 02:49 pm (UTC)(link)
~nods~

I have, and I'm waiting for my response from Trantou. Dracona is speaking with me at least.

Thank you

[identity profile] stormr-d.livejournal.com 2005-07-15 02:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Its just her time. We all live we all die. She had a good life and made a difference.

[identity profile] reoune.livejournal.com 2005-07-15 03:26 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry, stormr. I know it won't be easy, going on after this, and I hope that your grandmother will rest in peace.

[identity profile] dknightshade.livejournal.com 2005-07-15 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry, Storm.

I know what it's like to watch a grandparent lose who their are before they die. I'm sure that your grandmother is now in a better place and back to her true self.

Hold onto that angel. Things like that are special. I have a bracelet that my grandmother had when she was a child and gave to me. Someday I'll pass it on to someone in the family.

*hugs*

-Shady

[identity profile] stormr-d.livejournal.com 2005-07-15 04:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you, I hope so too.

[identity profile] stormr-d.livejournal.com 2005-07-15 04:18 pm (UTC)(link)
~nods and hugs~

Thanks

[identity profile] phoenix2000.livejournal.com 2005-07-15 04:22 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry to hear this Storm. I pray that she is in a far better place than we are now. *hugs*

[identity profile] stormr-d.livejournal.com 2005-07-15 04:31 pm (UTC)(link)
~hugs~ Thanks I know she will be